ramadhan kali ini sedikit lebih hambar.
awal puasa lalu kami berhenti berhubung.
entah kenapa.
hati tidak lagi begitu tetap.
ragu-ragu.
gelisah.
ketidakpercayaan.
bukan di buat buat; tapi benar.
mungkin kerna beberapa minggu sebelumnya aku di sua sekilas erti berumah tangga.
i dont wanna this.
not this.
i want him, but not this.
i want to wake up in his arm, but not like this.
i want to sleep with his leg around mine . but not like this.
i want to make coffee lunch dinner for him but
i know; that would never be enough.
i am a wife but...
kali ini juga aku sedar.
bukan semua guilty pleasure akan selamanya guilty pleasure.
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